Attention Whore

Okay, so I figure I should probably be pretty attached to money because it buys food, keeps the lights on and the kids clothed. But really, I find that I hate it with a passion. I suppose if we had more of it, I probably wouldn't feel that way lol. I'm an attention whore and I admit that. Not so much of one that I am not realistic about the life needs of a family and His responsibilities for providing. Just enough of one to really resent the idea of M working basically two jobs if it's not totally necessary for survival. The kids have been on a rotten monster roll, the little one has been up and in our bed more than he sleeps in his own, we are contemplating huge life changes, and there's a load of shit to do all the way around. Mmmm, maybe I'm cracking under pressure, or contemplation of pressure as the case may be. I just know that it will raise the stress level a lot for both of us. Anyways, I got shit to do.