Submissive Sanctuary

I am inclined to point out that this post is probably not worth the coffee required to read or write it. Lol. Realization is so different ...

Privacy. I have none. Well, sometimes I do when he decides I do, but I don't have expectations of privacy when it comes to Alpha. I gue...

Things have been...A little off around here. It's to be expected, and isn't really a surprise. Now that I am feeling slightly bette...

I have this teensy-weensy problem... I equate yielding with quitting, giving up, throwing in the towel, lying down on the battlefield and d...

Surrender...Not obedience, not service, not compliance... I think that, idealy, submission leads to surrender and the two become one deeply...

I grasped a deeper understanding of a certain feeling last night. I was craving the sensation that comes when Alpha is curled around me. Tha...

Surrender. I have decided I like that word. When I went to bed the other night, I was thinking about the concept of surrender. To surr...

Alpha has had one of those weeks where nothing goes quite as it should and there's just too much to do. He has been preoccupied. So we ...

I don't really do pictures on my blog. Sometimes a picture is worth a thousand words though... Sometimes I act like this... He...

Free will is something Alpha and I have talked about rather extensively. In fact, His email is "iamherwill" lol. It's not a n...

My best inspirations for blogging seem to come at two very inconvenient times--in the car on my way to work, or in bed right before passing ...

I have been informed that my response times are terrible. You know, the time between when a command is issued and obeyed. I guess that's...

I used to believe that I was a masochist. Now, I think that He has beaten it out of me lol. I have noticed something interesting though, I...

What is the appeal with kitchen utensils? They aren't sexy, they look inconspicuous and completely not dangerous. But they are vicious l...

Sometimes I go through periods of being obstinate and out of sorts right before another shift (totally stole use of the word "shift...

In the morning, i hop out of bed, put on a pot of coffee, say good morning to my kids, and settle in front of my blog. Okay, well, that'...

It's amazing what a couple of days off in a row spent with M can do for me. i feel like a completely different human being than the one ...

Something disturbing is happening to me...All of a sudden, when we are having sex, i can't cum when He tells me to. In fact, i can hardl...

The past is the past for a reason. What's done is done and we either hold on to the memories with fondness, or work through the issues o...

Sometimes i struggle with submitting and it takes a certain amount of force from M to make it happen. i try really hard not to be like that....