But the truth is, I won't go on my own. Hell, the truth is, Alpha isn't willing to leave her, and neither of us is willing to leave Omega. Home sounds a damn sight better than this hellhole though, not gonna lie.
It's a beautiful day outside. Omega's coming over, and I'm gonna watch all four of my guys cook me dinner. I'm fucked up, their fucked up, but I'm theirs and they are mine.
Truth is, they are my world, and my universe, and all the spaces in between. Four people in this world who would do anything for me, who I quite literally live for? Really, that's more than I could have ever asked for.
Truth is, I'm surrounded by my lost boys, and I'm just Tinkerbell from hell. And I'm more than okay with that. It's a good day because there's no other company I'd rather keep.
Happy Birthday, sunshine!
ReplyDeleteI once had someone run away from my birthday party, looking very much like that chick, as his chubby little legs ran him down the road...
ah, memories!
I wish you could all go home. I think it's much healthier there.
But that is just one woman's opinion..
I hope they cook something good!
Happy Birthday, Lil...wishing you a lovely celebration and the best life can offer you in the coming year.
ReplyDeleteHugs and blessings...Cat
Happy Birthday Lil! Hope you have a wonderful day and lovely dinner :) Love the first pic :)
ReplyDeleteHugs
Roz
Happy Birthday Lil!
ReplyDeleteWhen you can't go home at least you have found people who are home where you are. Love and light, my friend.
Happy Birthday Lil.
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday!
ReplyDeleteI'm an NDE.
ReplyDeleteWanna hear about it?
Let this be your catalyst to Seventh-Heaven:
'The more you shall honor Me,
the more I shall bless you'
-the Infant Jesus of Prague
(<- Czech Republic, next to Russia)
Love him or leave him...
better lissen to the Don:
if you deny o'er-the-Hillary's evil,
which most whorizontalites do,
you cannot deny Hellfire
which YOU send YOURSELF to.
Yes, earthling, I was an NDE:
the sights were beyond extreme.
Choose Jesus.
You'll be most happy you did.
God bless your indelible soul.