Wednesday, March 1, 2017

Another Trip Around The Sun

Today marks my thirty-fourth trip around the sun. I'd be lying if I said that I greeted this day with an abundance of joy. More than anything, I think I greeted it with a healthy does of:

But the truth is, I won't go on my own. Hell, the truth is, Alpha isn't willing to leave her, and neither of us is willing to leave Omega. Home sounds a damn sight better than this hellhole though, not gonna lie.

It's a beautiful day outside. Omega's coming over, and I'm gonna watch all four of my guys cook me dinner. I'm fucked up, their fucked up, but I'm theirs and they are mine.

Truth is, they are my world, and my universe, and all the spaces in between. Four people in this world who would do anything for me, who I quite literally live for? Really, that's more than I could have ever asked for.

Truth is, I'm surrounded by my lost boys, and I'm just Tinkerbell from hell. And I'm more than okay with that. It's a good day because there's no other company I'd rather keep.


  1. Happy Birthday, sunshine!
    I once had someone run away from my birthday party, looking very much like that chick, as his chubby little legs ran him down the road...
    ah, memories!
    I wish you could all go home. I think it's much healthier there.
    But that is just one woman's opinion..
    I hope they cook something good!

  2. Happy Birthday, Lil...wishing you a lovely celebration and the best life can offer you in the coming year.

    Hugs and blessings...Cat

  3. Happy Birthday Lil! Hope you have a wonderful day and lovely dinner :) Love the first pic :)


  4. Happy Birthday Lil!
    When you can't go home at least you have found people who are home where you are. Love and light, my friend.

  5. I'm an NDE.
    Wanna hear about it?
    Let this be your catalyst to Seventh-Heaven:

    'The more you shall honor Me,
    the more I shall bless you'
    -the Infant Jesus of Prague
    (<- Czech Republic, next to Russia)

    Love him or leave him...
    better lissen to the Don:
    if you deny o'er-the-Hillary's evil,
    which most whorizontalites do,
    you cannot deny Hellfire
    which YOU send YOURSELF to.

    Yes, earthling, I was an NDE:
    the sights were beyond extreme.
    Choose Jesus.
    You'll be most happy you did.
    God bless your indelible soul.


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