You have become my obsession, my ever-learning lesson.
When I sit in the sunshine
when I lay down to sleep at night
random moments when I notice the weight of your collar around my neck
and all I can think
all I can see
everything I feel
The sensation of your muscles rippling when I wrap my arms around your shoulders
the sound of your voice whispering in my ear, "You are mine forever, you are mine forever, forever..."
The fluttering in my stomach when you say that you are going to cane me until I'm a sobbing begging mess, then pick up the pieces...
Oh yes, picking up the pieces like only you can do. That's the hook, my weakness, the moment when everything that I am exists only in that moment. Only for you.
I want to wrap my legs around your waist, dig my nails into your back, and ride the waves as I drown in your eyes.
Oh yes, you are my obsession. With every breath, with every step, in each moment of every day, I know that I live to be yours.