Monday, May 26, 2014

My Obsession...

You have become my obsession, my ever-learning lesson.
When I sit in the sunshine
when I lay down to sleep at night
random moments when I notice the weight of your collar around my neck
and all I can think
all I can see
everything I feel
The sensation of your muscles rippling when I wrap my arms around your shoulders
the sound of your voice whispering in my ear, "You are mine forever, you are mine forever, forever..."
The fluttering in my stomach when you say that you are going to cane me until I'm a sobbing begging mess, then pick up the pieces...
Oh yes, picking up the pieces like only you can do. That's the hook, my weakness, the moment when everything that I am exists only in that moment. Only for you.

I want to wrap my legs around your waist, dig my nails into your back, and ride the waves as I drown in your eyes.

Oh yes, you are my obsession. With every breath, with every step, in each moment of every day, I know that I live to be yours.


  1. Does he read here, I hope so, it's a wonderful love letter.

    1. Thank you, sunnygirl. I'm never really sure, to be honest...

  2. WOW....that is a beautiful expression of your feelings. I loved it......
    hugs abby

  3. So beautiful Lil, I hope he reads this too.


  4. Love this. Hope you won't be apart much longer. However, this, these words, your feelings, what you've come to realize more fully, is part of the silver lining. Hang in there. :)

    1. Srah,
      I am suspicious of your silver lining! Lol. Good to see you.


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