Saturday, June 7, 2014

Another Moment at Home

I woke up at home this morning, next to my husband. As I listened to the birds chirping away outside, I realized that I have woken up to the same birds every summer for nearly my entire life. Next year, I won't.

He got the job.

Now, we are both a bit leery about everything as it is just a verbal agreement at the moment, and sometimes things change or slip away right under your nose. But...They offered him the position. So we are trying to plan and still remain aware of the fact that nothing is set in stone yet (or paper, as the case may be).

Did I mention that I woke up at home this morning, next to an absolutely amazing man who proceeded to roll over and go straight back to sleep after cumming all over me? Not only that, I will also wake up in my bed tomorrow too!
Had to leave my eldest on grandma duty, and I go back tomorrow, but I will take whatever I can get.

Being with Alpha has been...Amazing. We have never spent this much time apart, and accepting the fact that this is the way our whole year is going to be, in one way or another, is rather painful.

He really is my "fix"...
We agreed that my book needs a temporary change and some rules and rituals need to be adapted to accommodate our distance. I'm floundering bad, and we both know that I need to feel his control to make it through the rest of the year with my sanity intact.

As much as I hate the physical distance between us, and the fact that we will probably be spending quite a lot of time in different states for a while, I do wonder if perhaps this has been good for my submission. I mean, there's no doubt that it hasn't been good for me overall, but I have no desire to fight against him.

I know and accept that being his slave is who I was meant to be, what brings me the most fulfillment in life, that it is what makes us both truly happy. And for once, I find myself feeling totally at peace with that.

So yea...I'm home for the moment, and chances are that whenever I do get to come home and stay, he'll be leaving. But for this day, we are together.

20 comments:

  1. Sounds like things are pretty damn good at the moment.

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    1. Fury,
      Oh yes--in this moment things are wonderful.

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  2. Suck the life out if it while you can, my friend!
    (and yes, take that however you will!) ;-p

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    1. Jz,
      LOL. May I just say how very thankful I am not to have been drinking coffee at the moment I read this comment? It's really no good to choke to death on one's own laughter.

      I'll take it as my gutter mind interprets such things.

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  3. Glad you're home for a moment. It's hard being away.

    Hugs,
    mouse

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    1. mouse,
      I have never been the one to be away, and it really is harder than I thought it would be.

      Hugs back atcha.

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  4. So glad you have today. And that he got the job. Really sorry about the other stuff, but it will all work out. Hug.

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    1. Misty,
      thank you! I'm really glad he got the job. Of course, it's not set in stone yet, so there's room for it not to work out, but I'm trying that whole "Positive thinking" thing on for size. Today anyways. Lol.

      Back atcha.

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  5. Congrats to Him for the job...and to you for your acceptance.....it will make things much easier...altho still difficult.
    hugs abby

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    1. abby,
      I think the transition is going to be horrid, but once everything smooths out, it will be very good.

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  6. I am happy that you are appreciating the good things even when sad times are going to happen

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    1. Blondie,
      the plan is that those times will be totally worth it!

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  7. So glad you to got sometime together.

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  8. So happy to hear you got to spend some more time at home ... and even happier that you got to spend some time with Alpha!

    Congratulations to Alpha on the job. I'm sorry it's going to mean more time apart but I know you will find a way to make it work together.

    Hugs
    Roz

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    1. Thank you, Roz!
      It's been an awesome couple of days.

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  9. So happy for you and congrats to Alpha.

    Everything will be as it should be -

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    1. Thank you, sunnygirl. I sure hope so!

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  10. Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!!!!!!!!!

    (and crying again...but so very happy for you and Alpha!)

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    1. Bleuame,
      I'm going to start feeling guilty soon if you keep crying when you read me!

      Thank you for the thoughts.

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