Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life.
Submission, that's what it say to me.
This one is proof of the conditioning that goes into all this: he loves this position - it makes me terribly uncomfortable - but the effect it has on him, the places he goes and things he does and mostly the obvious, shall we say, appreciation, he has for this - have made it something else for me as well. It is still an awful way to be splayed out - in my rational mind - but another part of my mind goes straight to subland, and very turned on.
I find that having his eyes on me when I'm on that position gets me as wet as if he were actually touching me. It is very erotic to be admired that way to me.
DH will love this one.
Oh the struggle but Hot at the same time.....
i definitely have an insecurity at first,, but with in seconds i relax. if He didn't enjoy that 'picture' He wouldn't put me in it.
Oh yes, uncomfortable but so hot at the same time.Hugs,Roz