"Why don't we play anymore?" Said in my best sick voice. He leaned back and gave me a warning look (my germs were clearly getting too close for comfort).
Why exactly is it that the cravings set in when I can barely breath and have been pronounced contagious and untouchable?
Okay, so maybe they were setting in before lol. I made this small Christmas list you see. Think "Letter to Santa that you wouldn't want your mom to see. Ever."
He seemed to approve...Then eventually, he said "Get them."
Um...Here's the thing--both items were my idea. So if he was really interested, he would have ordered them right? And since he didn't, maybe he wasn't, so I didn't.
I'm sure that made perfect sense to someone...
Our undercurrents keep me steady. The subtle existence of power exchange keeps me sane through daily life. But sometimes? Sometimes I feel a bit like that little kid who wants to hang out at the playground. And yes, I have been known to drag my feet and beg for "Just a little bit more please?"
Of course, one must first get to go to the playground before begging to stay for more.
I'm trying to be good, but no one wants to play with a sick slut. Which would sound perfectly reasonable if said slut wasn't me lol.
Sad to hear youre sick, get better soon
ReplyDeleteThank you trazuredpet.
DeleteIt makes sense to me, but I would have ordered them, lol. I'm a stubborn, greedy, slut who wants what she wants when she wants it :) Feel better soon.
ReplyDeletefaerie,
DeleteYay! That's the first time in 3 days that anyone said I made sense of any sort lol.
I'm a greedy slut too, and I want what I want when I want it...But I'm trying to curb that a bit lol.
Thank you.
Awww... I've noticed being sick can drain and enhance just like anything else I/we do, so it's understandable that even though you are your own factory and distributor of tiny snot bunnies, that the urges are still there, if not more so that normal. Hope you feel better soon and get to play away!
ReplyDeleteSenator, lmao--it' not every day you get to be both factory and distributor.
DeleteI think that I just have an issue in the form of wanting what I can't have...
That made perfect sense to me!! i am so sorry you are sick and hope you feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteBelle:)
Belle,
Deleteglad to hear it! Sense isn't one of my strong points lol.
Thank you.
(((Hugs)))) I've noticed this a lot on blogs lately, that sick subs don't get played with - when they often want to be. I find it interesting, because being ill rarely stops either of us, unless it's either of us feels sick or something.
ReplyDeleteGerm sharing isn't a deciding factor for us really, seeing as we share a bed which means we're probably going to end up infecting each other anyway!
Sex while you're feeling a bit odd - like with a slight temperature or something - is an extremely interesting experience, maybe akin to sex while on certain drugs? (I wouldn't know so am just speculating)
mamacrow,
Deletethe irony is, I don't like sick sex, and I don't like being played with when I feel like curling up under the bed and passing out lol.
He's been giving me the cold shoulder in bed lol--I roll towards him, he rolls away, but he did cover me up last night, which was nice...
This sounds really bad lol, but drug sex is better than sick sex...Though I have never really been a fan of either.
Feeling your pain...I'm fighting a horrible sinus infection here...Love the blog...Starshine
ReplyDeleteThank you Starshine.
DeleteOoh, nothing quite like wandering around feeling like you have been snorting water and your head is going to explode! I hope that you feel better soon too.
Hope you are feeling better soon!
ReplyDeleteThank you Emi.
DeleteI hope you start feeling better soon!
ReplyDeleteThank you Kitty. I'm working on it.
DeleteHope you get better soon, you can't be sick going into the new year.
ReplyDeletesunnygirl,
DeleteThank you.
It does seem like quite the wrong foot to start out on doesn't it? I need to be better by the first so that the client I rescheduled will let me into her house lol.
Oh lil! Feel as well as you can, as soon as you can.
ReplyDeleteAnd Santa can always be late with that list...I can understand wanting more and wanting more when one party doesn't is kind of...well that can be annoying. Being played with while sick, can also be irksome (in my experience)...and I think the desires that come up when one is under the weather is kind of like..wanting to chase the fear of not being at our best can bring out.
Bleuame,
DeleteI agree completely! I get extremely irritated when played with while sick, so it's a bit ironic to be pining for it now lol. Though, knowing me, it's probably a terrible case of wanting what I can't have just because I can't have it...
lil, you have a magic way of making even misery sound funny. Sorry to hear you're not feeling well, but if laughter is the best medicine, I'm sure you're well on your way to recovery. Feel better!
ReplyDeleteJake,
Deletelol, I personally find my whining less annoying if I can put a humorous spin on it.
If this is recovery, I hate to see what isn't...
Thank you.
Your going to laugh...
ReplyDeleteMe and my Dom got each other the same thing for Christmas......a leash and collar! I really wanted one (his belt wasnt quite doing it for me) and i never thought he would think of it for a present so i thought screw it ill get one and give it to him. Guess he saw them and thought it was a really good present for me...so Christmas morning was awsome! So we now have two collars, two leashes and no dogs. And if i were you i would go ahead and order whats on your list, more toys the better.
Happy new year!
From on sub to another,
DeleteLol. Well, you'll be prepared should you end up acquiring one at some point.
I bought a leash a while back...The chain link was a regrettable choice--that shit is cold!