What Do You Need?

The interesting thing about need, is that we don't always want what we need. Much as we don't always need what we want. But I'm just playing with words now...

I generally fall into the category of wanting what I need in overall life. When it comes to things like sex and Domination? Not always so much.

To have admitted what I needed...
To admit would have been to ask for it
 to say that
I need to be put on my knees
bent over
and undeniably
irrevocably
seriously
used.
But to ask like that would not have been enough
he would have insisted in that low growl, to be told exactly what I needed.

To ask for it would have meant admitting what I needed.

So simple.

But no...

Sometimes he'll tell me what I need, and sometimes he'll ask. With seeming inevitability, there are also times when I beg for what I need with no claims of having a clue about what that need is.

The one thing I do know for sure though, is that I do not always want what I need, which can make some needs infuriatingly difficult to admit...