The interesting thing about need, is that we don't always want what we need. Much as we don't always need what we want. But I'm just playing with words now...
I generally fall into the category of wanting what I need in overall life. When it comes to things like sex and Domination? Not always so much.
To have admitted what I needed...
To admit would have been to ask for it
to say that
I need to be put on my knees
But to ask like that would not have been enough
he would have insisted in that low growl, to be told exactly what I needed.
To ask for it would have meant admitting what I needed.
Sometimes he'll tell me what I need, and sometimes he'll ask. With seeming inevitability, there are also times when I beg for what I need with no claims of having a clue about what that need is.
The one thing I do know for sure though, is that I do not always want what I need, which can make some needs infuriatingly difficult to admit...