Tuesday, November 11, 2014

So Much to Say...

I have so much to say that words escape me.
My world is changing drastically, and I'm still in that place where it all feels like a dream. I keep waiting to wake up...
I have so much to say that the words they are choking me.
Leading to silence
falling behind miles of unknown road.

And I realized that I'm a junky, as such untrustworthy--anything to get my fix. I'll turn it off over and over again because I don't trust myself when it's on. I become a slave to my fix, the fix that only dominance can give.

The world is upside down and inside out, as the future stretches out before me, unknown and unseen. I almost took a little peek you see, but I didn't...There's nothing to be said for knowing exactly what's ahead.

I have so much to say that I am drowning in my own words.
Words unused on the path less traveled, as everything that was comes unraveled so that we may use the threads to make something new...


  1. Breathe, take it a little at a time, and scream when necessary.

    I recommend doing the latter often, but that's just me :)

    1. Misty,
      I don't know why everyone in my house always acts like the whole screaming thing is such a big deal. It's just stress relief, sheesh!

  2. Yes you can see everything when you're on the edge, just don't cross that line.

    1. sunnyigrl,
      sigh* sometimes that line is so sparkly though!

  3. One day at a time Lil. Love the pic!


  4. Orgasm's and/or a good spanking (beating or 'play session'h are a great for stress relief too. Just sayin.....
    One minute at a time, one thing at a time. You can do this!

    1. Sarah,
      Good to see you! I'm trying...
      Thank you!


Play nice.