Tuesday, November 11, 2014

So Much to Say...

I have so much to say that words escape me.
My world is changing drastically, and I'm still in that place where it all feels like a dream. I keep waiting to wake up...
I have so much to say that the words they are choking me.
Leading to silence
falling behind miles of unknown road.

And I realized that I'm a junky, as such untrustworthy--anything to get my fix. I'll turn it off over and over again because I don't trust myself when it's on. I become a slave to my fix, the fix that only dominance can give.

The world is upside down and inside out, as the future stretches out before me, unknown and unseen. I almost took a little peek you see, but I didn't...There's nothing to be said for knowing exactly what's ahead.

I have so much to say that I am drowning in my own words.
Words unused on the path less traveled, as everything that was comes unraveled so that we may use the threads to make something new...


8 comments:

  1. Breathe, take it a little at a time, and scream when necessary.

    I recommend doing the latter often, but that's just me :)

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    1. Misty,
      I don't know why everyone in my house always acts like the whole screaming thing is such a big deal. It's just stress relief, sheesh!

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  2. Yes you can see everything when you're on the edge, just don't cross that line.

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    1. sunnyigrl,
      sigh* sometimes that line is so sparkly though!

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  3. One day at a time Lil. Love the pic!

    Hugs
    Roz

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  4. Orgasm's and/or a good spanking (beating or 'play session'h are a great for stress relief too. Just sayin.....
    One minute at a time, one thing at a time. You can do this!

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    1. Sarah,
      Good to see you! I'm trying...
      Thank you!

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Play nice.