Saturday, July 23, 2011

Just one quick little venting...

We officially have our living room back! Things got very close to going Very badly--I expect children to behave within certain standards and be punished equally within their age ranges and I was one bad day away from losing my shit on sil and turning her kid over my knee for being a mean little monster. It's kind of sad you know, I love my niece, but she's not turning out to be a very good little person. Which I blame on shoddy parenting. I try not to judge--everyone has their own ways, but holy fucking hell!

Okay, rant out of system and feeling much better now lol.

I read "The Story of M" and was terribly disappointed. Nothing wrong with smut, it can even be kind of fun to read, but was it really necessary to market the book as a tale of growth?

My insurance company sucks--the next time some smarmy man tells me that "whatever is wrong with your car must have happened before [that stupid bitch ran into me]," he's going to get an earful.

I have been horribly lax with my submission and I have little doubt that there's going to be hell to pay. I wasn't trying to be a just kind of happened...

Alpha is going to have one last go at collecting the money He is owed from the job He did this time last year--it would make one hell of a difference in our lives right about now. Not holding my breath though.

It rained!! That's almost just short of a miracle. It was the first real rain of the year which is just ridiculous.

And all those boxes seem to no longer be stacked neatly in front of my mental door--they seem to be spread dramatically across the room, though still contained--if there's anything I'm good at, it's keeping things locked up, so nothing has escaped yet lol.

Hopefully we now return to the regularly scheduled programming of my crazy ramblings.


  1. Well as one of those who has missed your crazy ramblings... it will be lovely to have you back :D

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  3. I loved the story of M, although I read it when I was first venturing into the BDSM realm and quite a bit younger. I didn't find it to be smut, as you so eloquently phrased it, but I did find it to be a tale of growth for her. She learned how to be comfortable as a slave... Any book like that is going to go into details about their sex life, its just how they're written.

  4. Anon,
    yes, eloquence is my forte thank you lol. I didn't have a problem with the details of her sex life, but I did feel that the book lacked depth.
    To each there own.


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