Being owned can be a bit of a bitch at times. But when it comes right down to it? It's good to be owned.
This train of thought was inspired by the fact that Alpha decided I no longer have to deal with our insurance company--He's the only person who gets to bend me over lol.
It's good to have some shelter from the storms, a shoulder to occasionally hide behind, a guiding hand to hold.
I have not been at my best lately--physically I'm tired of the constant pain, mentally I've been obstinate and cranky. And He's been kind to me. Sometimes I wonder why He loves my roller-coaster ride so much...Maybe it's more thrilling than solid ground? Dunno, but I hate roller-coasters!
Being owned is a challenge--I do so like getting my way (c'mon, I'm pretty sure most people do) and I don't always agree.
But in a way? Being caged has set me free.
It's ironic to find freedom through being owned--but I get to be me. And He accepts me for who and what I am. Which makes me more accepting of myself.
Sometimes I need a place to hide from life. It's a side effect of being human. And He gives me that. Sometimes He gives me that little shove out into the world to make me function on my own. But He still stays by my side.
When it comes right down to it?
It's good to be owned.