Thursday, May 9, 2013

The Shallows

I'm going to have to cultivate my sense of humor a bit before getting to the comments on my last post.

Okay, I'll admit that my previous post was filler.
It's a rare thing for me to go a week without writing here, and I just couldn't leave it looking all lonely and unattended. I'm a dork--I miss my blog.

Sometimes though, what is one really to say?

That I feel as if I am standing at the edge of something great--a new way of looking at myself, at life, a new way of being, a belief system in which everything has meaning, a deeper approach to submission, the sense that I am who I was meant to be and am doing what I am meant to do...

Yet...

I'm stuck.
Thoroughly and completely
fucking
stuck.

In the shallow end of possibility, caught up in fighting probability, too worried about what might be and what is not...I'm stuck in the mud of the shallows, and I can't say that I am in the least little bit fond of it.

13 comments:

  1. Lil,

    Know that feeling all too well!

    Hugs and inspiration,
    mouse

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  2. ((((hugs))))

    it's always darkest before dawn, maybe?

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    1. mamacrow,
      cold too...Apparently I have focus issues as well lol.

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  3. *blergh*

    big ol' shoulder bump!

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    1. Jz,
      shoulder bump back atcha!

      Ooh, like that new avatar (avatar is the correct word right?)

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    2. My patronus, don'cha know...
      :-p

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  4. Those edges can be scary at times but once you jump off them its usually great. Take the leap, it can't be worse than being stuck.

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    1. dancingbarez,
      if I could just find a decent spot to jump from!

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  5. I linked this to my post:
    http://rethinkingthoughts99.blogspot.com/2013/05/fighting-against-good.html#comment-form

    And clearly, I'm no help, lol! But I like what dancingbarez said. Just leap....

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    1. sarah,
      Ooh, hopefully I'll get to come by and check it out before everybody gets home. I'm terribly behind on my recreation reading. Sigh*

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  6. I hear you, Lil.
    Either figure out why you're stuck and backtrack or ask for a push :p

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    1. Bleuame,
      I'm trying to figure it out!
      I don't wanna push...At this point it would very likely be a distinctly unpleasant shove. Though now that you mention it....

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Play nice.