Saturday, July 5, 2014

Suck It Up, Princess

I had one of those days:
Alpha finally had a day off, and I had to work.
My client ended up being home, so it sucked that I had both kids with me.
My car overheated.
My other client forgot to leave me my check.
I blew off my mom and came home in disillusionment.

Now that I've gotten the whining out of my system...

I pulled out the punishment book a couple of days ago. Eek. Seems it hasn't been updated since April. April!! For a daily project, that shows an excessive amount of slacking.
In all fairness, I wasn't home for about seven weeks of that time. Still though...

So yea, that should be a fun "conversation". Chances are that I'll be doing more begging than talking. It's not pretty. Well, he seems to think it is...Guess that's why they say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder?

I'm feeling uninspired blog-wise. There's just so much life shit, and I have realized that I need to keep a lot of that crap to myself, so there's not a whole lot else to say at the moment. Though, I'm leaning towards applying for a full-time position starting next year. I'm still not sure about the kids though...They can't spend the summer alone. And I don't wanna fuck em up this far in. Lol. So there's that...

Meh. If anyone has any inspiration/blogging ideas/questions/anythinglikethat to throw at me, please do share. I'm trying to focus back in on our D/s, and often writing helps me do that. Sadly, complaining about my day doesn't seem to serve quite the same function...

Note to self:


  1. Aww, sorry you had aday of it Lil. Good luck with the conversation!

    Sending lots of hugs

    1. Roz,
      Thank you! I was going to try and get the conversation over with last night, but he's over-worked and fell asleep two hours before the kids went to bed!


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