Sometimes I think we are like magnets--When turned just a little bit wrong, they push away from each other as opposed to drawing each other closer.
My polarity has been all fucked up or something...And we aren't clashing, but we aren't drawn together like we should be.
Maybe all that much-needed leniency went to my head (just maybe. Ahem).
Regardless of the cause, I am not where I should be and haven't been for some time. So, brimming with brilliantly regrettable ideas, I suggested that Alpha tighten up the reins. He raised His eyebrows and pointed out that I didn't need new rules, I needed to follow the ones I have.
I didn't want new rules anyways! But ummm, yea I may have consistently forgotten a couple.
Consequences are going to be more severe and I am getting my shit together.
When I'm back here whining about the inhumanity of not being able to take a piss without permission, don't remind me that it's my own fault mkay?