Yesterday morning, Alpha said he couldn't live without sex (I'm not the only one around here with a flare for the dramatic pft). Then I said I couldn't live without D/s.
We both knew we needed a reconnection. If for nothing else than sanity.
I had a traumatizing evening talking to babygirl while Alpha and the boys were crashed out. Anyone who says it's impossible to be traumatized by a four year old has never talked to one lol. I learn something sad about her life every day.
Anyways, Finally all were sleeping soundly snoring in their beds. And of course my husband was snoring soundly on the floor.
Can you believe he tells me I'm mean when I wake him up to go to bed? Inhumane I tell you.
To bed we went. As he was cumming in my ass I begged him to own me always. His responding "yes" sent shivers beyond orgasm down my spine. Ah yes, the thrill of hearing "all Mine." It extends through time and bypasses all those fine lines of life's crazy grind.
I may have to be the queen bitch upon occasion, but I'll always end up where I belong--firmly leashed at his feet.
Life is crazy. Love is good. Being human is a roller coaster ride, and ttwd is an amazing experience on the journey.
I need more coffee. And I may even catch up on my blog reading today as I put in some serious time cleaning the house yesterday.
Ahh, A suitably clean house, 2 out of three kids clean, back in my place where I long to be...Life may not be such a mess after all.