Let's get this over with, shall we?
mc kitten asked, "Dare I bring up the subject of the cup again?! Just wondered if you had to keep pissing in it while you were apart, and if not, if you've had to start doing it again and how you feel about it all..."
The cup...The damn stupid, hated cup...
I did not have to keep peeing in it while we were apart. It would have been rather impractical, and he tends to like to watch, so...
Um, truthfully I haven't peed in that damn cup since before our time apart. At first, I was super happy about it because, yea--the cup is stupid and I hate it.
Then it appeared that he had just kind of...Forgotten.
Meaning that he didn't really care about the hoops that he made me jump through, or if I did as he wanted, or, or (yea yea, I know--I already admitted that this topic was going to bring out the contradictory whiner in me).
He did mention it in passing the other day, but didn't seem to really care about it one way or another so, like any
Yea, I hate the cup. At this point though, I hate more that he doesn't make me use it anymore.
While I'm on the subject of hating things, I realize that my approach to this is...
*Sigh* What can I say? I'm work in progress. And apparently, progress is painfully slow. So yea, this shines a nice bright light on one of those aspects of submission in which I seem to continue falling flat on my face.