I have gotten rather used to my body and my brain disagreeing about things. Very rude of my body, but it happens rather often.
I always know when my body is not on the same page as my mind. I know how it's going to feel and what it's going to do, even if I disagree.
The thing is...
It did something without me last night. Something that I had no clue was going to happen before it did.
See, orgasms tend to be somewhat elusive for me. One and I'm done--everything closes down, locks up, and revolts completely against further intrusion.
And it's been so long since I came without permission I'm not even sure I can do it anymore.
Last night he asked me if I was going to cum again. My brain said no, knowing that my body was in total agreement.
Then, against all the knowledge that my mind lay forth, it came on his command. Twice.
And I stared at the ceiling for a while afterwards contemplating this turn of events. Because while my body might not always do as I ask it to, it never does what someone else tells it to do without my prior consent.
It was a little bit scary. Which in turn made it that much more hot because I'm twisted like that.
So I'm still thinking. Because I'm not really sure what I think about this turn of events.
Oh yea, and I dreamed about sex again. What is happening to me?! It's a rhetorical question lol.