Thursday, February 16, 2012

This Body Belongs To...

I had done something to my body. It was not against the rules. I had never been told I needed to ask permission for this.

But something odd happened.

I felt
incredibly
guilty.

It took me three days to tell Alpha.
Three freakin days.

And it took me so long to spit it out, I think he thought for a moment that maybe I had done something really bad.

But when I told him, he smiled at my confusion about the guilt I was feeling.

He lifted an eyebrow, gave me a self-satisfied smile, and said "you feel guilty because it's not your body to do with as you wish anymore--it's mine."

21 comments:

  1. That is so cool... I can only imagine how you felt when he said that! ((hugs))

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    1. Would it make me the worst sub ever if I said i felt relief?

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  2. Wow Lil, that sentence would have sent shivers down my spine. I love it.

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  3. I think it did send chills down my spine :)

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  4. Wow. just wow. May I say, in the nicest way possible, that I am sooo envious right now? :)

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    1. Lol, only if you don't hold it against me that my primary reaction was utter and overwhelming relief.

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    1. Yea it was...Noe if only I could remember at exactly what stage of the night this happened...

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  6. Hmmm interesting....... and I agree about the shivers :)

    Dee x

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  7. He's got such a way with words...

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  8. O, wow. Hot. Sweet. And true.

    aisha

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  9. When my husband says that I smack his smug face..lol...but I wouldn't have it any other way (except I do wish he'd allow a tattoo..he says only if it's his name though)

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    1. I'm guessing you've gotten spanked at least once between the time you left this comment and now? Lol.

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  10. Mmm. Chills. It's an amazing feeling to belong to someone, to be owned.

    -H

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    1. Yes, it truly is an amazing feeling.

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  11. I feel like that every time I get a trim for my hair - it's okay, and its necessary for healthy hair growth, but Sir's goal is to have hip length hair. So even though he knows I'll have to trim it, I feel guilty and awful each time.

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Play nice.