Words

Why can I not find the words to say how I feel

when your hands are entwined in my hair

as your breath floats across my neck.

The way my being melts when your hand wraps around my throat

and your voice whispers in my ear

"Mine."

How my body warms at the look in your eyes

as I hear your belt slipping out of its loops.

 Those times you piss all over me 

and I am of no mind

being 

only

yours.

I cannot put not voice to the way my heart melts
when you wrap me in your arms and rest your lips on my head

I search for, yet cannot find

words for these things

that you do to me.

Those ways in which your bindings have set me free

to simply 

be.

And I cannot find the words for what you are to me

but know

that I am 

and will always be

yours.