Physically, I have had an extremely unpleasant week. Given my mind's propensity to be doing the opposite of whatever my body is feeling, it's been a little...Odd.
While my body is finding new and unpleasant ways of betrayal, and doctors are trying new (to me) and unpleasant ways of discovering the cause of said betrayal, my mind has been having submissive breakthroughs, new and exciting thoughts about how D/s works, comfortable concepts about being a good girl, etc.
You get the picture--body and mind, as usual, are refusing to play nicely.
I think that after years of doing ttwd, things change. I know where he lines are, and am no longer interested in sticking my toe over them to get a reaction. Excluding those times when we are playing around anyways. What can I say, he's easily bored--can't have that now, can we? Complete acquiescence at all times is not something he finds interesting.
I have jury selection in a couple of hours, and that is seriously distracting my thought process.
Alpha's birthday is coming up very soon, and as usual I have the most wonderful of intentions...And absolutely no good ideas to back them up. More time together does not make these things easier. Thanks to him, I had an awesome birthday this year, and it's stressing me out that I can't seem to come up with a way to return the favor.
Oh...I have been staring at this for way too long. Best be finding something decent to wear. Cross your fingers that they will find me to be unsuitable juror material.
My husband seems to think I have some kind of moral character that would make me a great juror...Such traitorous talk would be strictly prohibited if I was in charge around here!