I admit to feeling exceptionally lazy. I may or may not get around to the comments on my last post.
Our anniversary was lovely. It was the first time we have had 2 whole nights alone together in 5 years. Totally awesome.
Our anniversary pretty much covers most of our big relationship steps--it was the day we met, the day we got married, the day he gave me my first collar (yes, I have gone through a couple, what can I say--leather+forgetful+showering is a bad combination). This year, it also marked having been together for half of my lifetime.
Not bad, if I do say so myself.
Unfortunately, the little one brought home the bug from hell, to which our eldest and I both succumbed. Did I mention I caught it on the first day of my menses? Then I proceeded to wait an hour and a half after my appointment time in the Doctor's office for an unrelated appointment.
Today however, I am human again!
It is unfortunate that said humanity is disappearing into severe irritation at the medical system and my insurance--Is it really asking that much to get important tests done this century? I have to admit, that whole not worrying thing? Yea, went right out the window lol.
Okay, bitching always makes me feel a bit better, so moving on...
I have been having strange and unusual dreams lately. Well, strange and unusual for me anyways--I just don't dream sex and submission. I didn't used to anyways...
They are leaving me with a sense of frustration that I am rather unfamiliar with, and that are totally incompatible with my body's current approach to life.
I want to be made to crawl and beg
to be grabbed by the throat and thrown up against the wall
to be pissed all over and fucked senseless
to be taken to the edge and thrown over...
I'm starting to realize that my writing is reflecting the fact that I haven't really consumed anything in the last 2 days besides the cup of coffee I am currently finishing.
Wonder if this is what it feels like to be a snail on meth. With cramps.
I had better go do the dishes and limit my interactions with the world lol.