I have been working on a post for a while, and I'm starting to get frustrated because it just won't flow. Much like everything else around here lately...
Alpha and I have been doing an unusual amount of arguing, which is always great fun.
For one, we each think that the other has been dishing out too much shit, and for two, the problem with sexy, is sex.
I know that sounds unreasonable, but here's the thing--my body can't handle sex every day. And the more flirty/sexy I am, the more sex we have. And worst of all, my mind and body rarely sync up.
No doubt some of you are raising your eyebrows, "A man she can't keep up with, oh poor baby. Not."
Truth is, that's the way it has always been. I've never been able to truly sate his appetite. And the less his needs are fed, the worse we get along.
How could this possibly be an issue in a relationship where he can just take it whenever he wants? I am so glad you asked. You didn't? Oh well, the good stuff is listed over on the right.
It's an issue because apparently, unwilling is okay sometimes, but unwilling with attitude is not a huge turn-on. Who knew?
And did I mention how extremely frustrated I am about my seeming inability to lose ten pounds? Alpha asked if it had occurred to me that the weight gain is mostly muscle...It had, but I still just can't seem to get past the friggin numbers on the scale.
This has turned into something else to disagree about too--he doesn't appreciate my disregard for the fact that he thinks I am looking really good with the extra weight. This is what happens when one spends their entire life underweight and then bypasses what they think they should weigh by ten pounds, and grows out of their clothes as soon as they turn thirty.
Did I also mention that we had to buy roofing for our entire house? Yea...That shit ain't cheap.
August is one of those months that just has it out for me. It's truly unfortunate that cake is not the solution to all my woes.
Maybe now that I got my whining taken care of, I'll be able to finish that damn post I have been working on for a week. It all started going down hill when I got sucked into Maslow's hierarchy of needs...