Saturday, December 7, 2013

That Fucking Sucks

This has been one of those weeks that just keeps on giving and seems quite intent on lasting well into next weekend.

There's a big tournament tomorrow, and we have to leave at 4:30 A.M

I saw the chiropractor yesterday, which was awesome, but my head hurts worse than it has in a very long time....They have been reoccurring for so long, when they're this bad, I always have that (I hope) irrational fear that this is going to be the time when the pain never stops.

Really though...The dog didn't make it. 
I've never worked on an injured animal to the extent that I did her, and I've never lost one like that either. Until her.
And you know what? That really, really just fucking sucks.
She was a ten year old stubborn, stubborn, fat pit bull that loved all people to an almost disgusting extent.
She was a good girl, and she's gone.
Did I mention that really really sucks?

I have to get up in a few hours, so I should probably forgo further whining for the comforts of sleep.

In retrospect, I can probably put a humorous spin on tomorrow, and possibly even the pain in my skull, provided it stops. But I think I need a day or two to work up to it.



14 comments:

  1. That really is just a big bucket 'o' suck.
    I'm sorry...

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  2. I am so very sorry about your doggie and about your headache. Getting up at and on the road by 4:30 isn't fun either.

    Really sorry about the dog, they become so much a part of our life. Hughs ad hope the head is better.

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  3. My condolences on your puppy (yes, they stay our puppies for their whole lives, don't they?) It's always hard losing a member of the family. Hope your headaches get better, those are no fun either. :(

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  4. Omg, lil. I am so sorry! My heart is just aching for you. And you're right, it sucks beyond words. Wish there was more I could say or do than to just offer condolences.

    As far as your headache..... Ice? I know you have plenty of snow. Excederine? Ibuprofen? Orgasm? (Hey, the endorphins could (would probably) help... Just saying...... Ooooooh, all of the above???

    4:30 am does not exist. It just can't. And yet, you'll be on the road at that time. Impressive, really. Wishing Kiddo much luck, though I don't think he'll need it.

    Hang in there. Thinking about ya!

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  5. So sorry about your dog. I hope the headache lifts quickly.
    Hugs.

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  6. lil, so sorry about your dog ((hugs)) I hope this week is a better week.

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  7. Oh lil, i lost one of my beloved dogs a couple years ago (simply old age) and i cried like a baby on and off for days.

    Hope this week brings a balance.

    x

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  8. lil, I am so sorry!

    HUGS. Lots and lots of hugs.

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  9. lil - that does suck - we've lot a few over the years. I hope things turn around soon in your corner of the world.

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  10. I'm so sorry about the puppy, lil! And the pain, i hope it goes away soon. May this week be better for you. Lots of hugs!

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  11. I'm so sorry about your dog :( (((((hugs)))))

    I'm sorry about the pain too, hope that eases soon xx

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  12. I'm going to be exceptionally lazy, and respond to you all in one go:

    Thank you ladies so much. Really. You have no idea how much I appreciate your thoughts.

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Play nice.