Q & A--Alpha's Turn

From Misty:
Did you ever struggle with inflicting pain on lil? If so, did that just take time to change? Was there something lil did that helped you move past that...you know, besides how her body reacted to it? 
It is still a struggle, realizing that her need to be in her place far overwhelms my squeamishness about the issue, and it is a constant struggle to find the line between too little, and too much. Sometimes her attitude just necessitates the use of pain...
But uh, you like it...
Well, yea. So my snark has actually been helpful! *Snort*, oh yes--after a certain amount of snark, it becomes quite pleasurable.
lil's commentary on this one ends here. Lol.

From blonde:
When did you realize that you and Lil would be together for the rest of your lives?
One night about fifteen years ago when we were sleeping out in the garden and we had a conversation about our future and having kids...Everything's worked out pretty much exactly like that too...
For me, that night is one of those memories that is kind of like a dream--I couldn't tell you exactly what we talked about, or pick out any specific moments, but I distinctly remember the feeling of being with him...Dunno, it was one of those nights that had magical/drug like qualities without the drugs.

And finally, what do you like most about Lil?
His response was exceptionally corny, but he refused to reconsider because I don't get to decide what he likes about me. Go figure. "The twinkle in her eyes." What can I say, he likes me happy. I would have thought that it would be my astounding wit or grabbable ass, but no....Alas, he wants me neither for my mind, or for my body.

From tori:
What pleases you the most about lil's submission?
Ooh, I like this one!
When it feels...Right. Like everything in the universe is right. There is equilibrium and it feels peaceful.
I would say that he skirted the issue--this really gives me nothing to go on.