Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Miles and miles and miles and miles...

1,000 Miles of driving across two states, three days in the truck, two plane tickets for babygirl and thing2--and babygirl is safely ensconced on the other side of the country far away from thing1.

I. Am. So. Friggin. Tired.

My unwanted award seems to be glowing ever more brightly by the day...
I keep saying that, like everything else in life, D/s moves in cycles. Somedays I wonder if I'm just trying to convince myself to make me feel better lol.
Because lately I have been feeling about as submissive as a rock.
Scratch that, rocks are probably far easier to deal with--they don't talk back, and tend to stay in their place.

At this point, I probably shouldn't be talking at all, even in type. I think I'm going to practice becoming one with the couch for a bit. Lofty goals here huh lol.

8 comments:

  1. You must be exhausted :(

    I'm sure you feel comforted knowing that baby girl is safe.

    Try and get some rest. Thinking of you.

    Fondly, Sky

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    1. Sky, the battle is far from over, but I do feel a sense of relief that is quite welcome.
      Thank you.

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  2. Hang in there and take care of yourself!!!

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    1. Sss, that's my theme! Hang on tooth and nail lol.

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  3. I hope you can recover some, and that recovering helps you and Alpha get back to the way you want.

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    1. gg, I sure hope so. Though I have a feeling that it's going to get more painful before it gets better...You know, when you have the time to deal with your own issues, they suddenly seem so much bigger lol.

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Play nice.