I have been feeling whiny and out of sorts. I find it annoying and unbecoming (imagine how fun it is to live with as another person lol). My blog posts reflect it--humor, what's that? Anyways, Alpha made my day yesterday. I was having a bad morning. He dropped me off at work where my attitude immediately took another downward turn. Then, He came back. To show me what He had bought the kiddo for his birthday and tell me to have a good day. Alpha informed me He was going to beat my ass for going to bed with underwear on and not asking for permission. He made me suck His cock in the front seat of the car (with me bemoaning why the car couldn't have been the Wal Mart parking lot instead), He told me everything was going was going to be okay, brought me coffee, kissed me on the forehead, and made my life alright.
That is why the immediate reward is not important--because He gives me what I need when I need it. Because He loves me. Because He's always there for me when I need Him.