Friday, February 4, 2011
I'm a control freak. An all out "my way is always best," control freak. It doesn't help that I am usually right (oh hush), which makes me exert control even more. Because after all, I'm right...except for when I'm not. I go through these phases where I push back. Hard. And it's stupid because what I really want is to surrender. Completely. So why push, it's not like I doubt that He will push back and win.