Stop...

Bring me up short

make me...

stop

take a moment

breathe a breath

climb inside my head

hear the words unsaid.

i know i'm fighting you

yet i don't know why.

i love you

i need you

to whip me until i cry

to erase all else from my mind

take another step into the abyss.

Is it blind faith that leads us along,

is it dreams that make us strong?

Don't bitch and snap at me

take a moment

make me

stop

bring this vicious little circle to a halt

help me go

down

down

 down...

to that place where nothing exists

except for you

and me

that place where you become a part of me

and i live only for you.

Sometimes i run and hide

from the things inside those doors you opened in my mind.

Last night i curled up to your back

and i cried because i realized that 

i truly do live for you and i never want to lose you.

Every adult experience i have had,

every dream i can conceive of,

every moment of my life

is what it is because i am your wife

You are my strength

my dreams

my peace.

Somewhere along the way

you became my reason for being.

Here's to a new year.

i love you Master.